| this is dead to me now.
i hardly go on it anymore, as you can tell.
so
i think im calling it quits.
but ill leave you with this, i read it in a book the other day and i cant say it changed my life. but it certainly made an impact on it.
Reality, is all we have. but the secret is, its enough.
too many people for too long have tried to find a life that is better than theres, a level of concisiousness that is higher/better than theres, only to come back to the one the left.
stop trying to find a better anything/ and spend that time making what you have better.
this is the only life you'll have, make it the best it can be.
p.s. i dont think xanga fits into that for me
so until forever, good bye
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| whoa, who has a fauxhawk?
this kid
comment if you want a picture |
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| ahhh, im updating
what happened? i dont know
anyway. alot has been happening in the life of mine.
still dating a beautiful girl,
still going to cool-age
still getting my butt kicked by it.
been sick, got healthy, only to get sick again, currently sick.
stopped letting AIM,Myspace,Xanga, control my life.
spent way too much money that i dont have.
watched something that was a dream of mine, turn into a big scary monster in a short period of time.
ive been inspired.
ive learned to despise the scent of a freshly opened pill bottle.
Ive got a bad feeling about this
conquered the world thanks to alittle help from my friends Milton and Bradley (im going to laugh if thats not a MB game)
Started a Habit, well a few, kicked others.
dyed/cut/styled my hair
fell in love, fell out of love, and learned to understand friends.
a clifnotes/sparknotes on the art of managing free time would be good, cause im sure the book is very long and incredibly boring.
Excited about Bradley Hathaway on the 12th, my birthday on the 6th
Bummed about Plain White T's on the 11th, Mute Math on the 4th
dealing with some growth
a phone works both ways, much like a heart, or a fire cracker
ive been thinking about taking a road trip, and just getting away, or secluding myself in something, and just dissapearing, cause only then would i be able to have a subjective view on what is my life, and only then would i know where to go, and how to get there
well thats about it guys.
till i find words building up on the dam that is my lips, too much to handle |
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| so im realizing that im using this less and less
i think im going to take and learn from a page in Sara's book and give xanga a break for awhile. i will still read and comment on peoples, but im kind of at a point where i find keepign this thing to be useless.
so until i decide to use this again, goodbye
oh and go listen to The Magic Numbers |
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